The future, woah I mean who knew you’d ever make it that far! I hope you are well, happy even! I’m not too sure what to say to my future self truly…
Did you accomplish all your plans and goals and dreams? Are we still blogging and making videos? Am I a teacher? Right now you are super lost and have no idea what you’re doing. As it stands our plans are to finish university next year in September but not be at graduation and be at Camp America instead? Did I do it? Or did life get in the way?? Our plans after uni are to work and then go do regional work and travel in Australia, maybe visit where I lived in New Zealand and visit the famalam. Did I do it? Did I follow in dads shoes??
I mean do I even finish university?
So many questions I know but I’m so curious about our future and what we are up to, where I’ve been and what track i’m on right now! One thing I know for sure is that whatever we’ve done we’ve done because that’s whats meant for us.
God I hope you’re well and okay! I hope you have a nice group of friends, that you left all the toxic stuff behind! That you travelled all you wanted to, that maybe you’ve even started that family you crave so much! I just hope your relationship with your family and Jack are the same because they’re at the best they’ve ever been right now and you love it!
Past you hopes you can remember being me and here at this present moment because I know how our life always gets so chaotic and we have a habit of being too stressed to be enjoying it and too focused on our next ideas that we let all our memories pass by and become forgotten.
I truly just hope that you’re still recording every lil moment and documenting this fun and exciting life you have! If not maybe you should give that a go again.
Wherever you are, whoever you’re with, whatever you are doing I just hope that you haven’t led a life you havent chosen and loved, I hope you are where you are through passion and enjoyment. I hope you havent let yourself just get caught up in normal life, I mean you’re only here once, I just hope you’ve fulfilled that!
What are we at in our bucket list now? Have we done anything wild? All is good here, I’m not sure how much you remember but you’re finally coming into yourself, youre starting to be the person you’ve always strived for I mean after wanting to blog FOREVER a couple of months back you took that leap! Oh I don’t want to be you yet, I hope the future isn’t that close because I want to savour all of this year and be in the moment not wishing for the next.
I hope we are great, amazing even and whatever you’re doing wherever it is whoever it is with, I just hope youre happy.
Tonnes of love,
Past Neve x